Kanye West visits Harris County Jail

i am weeping

Kanye West performs for inmates inside Houston jail

he is doing what the churches refuse to do...and having a family member in prison, this made me cry ....please pray for my relative...they are having a tough time...also please rmember ALL those in jails and prisons and shock camps...especially those with no family and no fathers....JESUS/Father God is the Father of the fatherless

MESSAGE "I Hear the Cry of Your Heart"

* Writer's note:  A message especially for those alone, or with social anxieties

3 - 4 times I heard:  "I hear the cry of your heart."

After a long silence  ... I wonder if He will speak ... I don't want false spirits or 'flesh' to speak ... if it's not Holy Spirit, then I don't want to hear anything!
I'd rather have 'Holy silence' than audible deception ...
 and 'Holy isolation' than false fellowship ...
and eternal / 'Holy celibacy', than (an) adulterous marriage ...
and pure / 'Holy poverty' than polluted riches ...
and 'Holy solitude' than betraying friends.
Do you get the picture ... do you understand ?
So, the waiting is a test ... to see if I wait on Him, or give up ... Is this Him or not? (I was sitting, waiting, looking at my pet bird ...)



THIS IS WHAT I HEARD:


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 "I hear the cry of your heart."



"You are like your bird. 
You sit in a cage ... fearful and hesitant to go out.  
You take small excursions, but never leave your *safety*.  
Like the bird, you can fly.
Yet, you both remain *safe* in your cages.  
The bird hasn't much choice of where to go, but you do.  
You can fly farther and higher than you could ever dream or imagine.


And, just like the bird loves to sing, so do you.  
But who will hear you in your *cage*?  
Who will be inspired, encouraged, or set free -- if they cannot hear your song(s)?"


*Writer's note:  To *fly* means to succeed, achieve, overcome, to move freely about, and to prosper.  And, I can't sing well, but I do LOVE to sing:  singing has been a means of survival all these years.



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"And ... like your bird, you are alone and lonely.
You both sit in solitary.
In isolation.
Sometimes being by yourself is a necessary part of growth.
You become stronger in mind, soul, and spirit ... by totally relying and trusting in Me.



When (and if) you met another *lonely bird*  ... to share a *cage* with, you will both be stronger  ... and will have learned to depend 100% on Me.
It is often difficult to endure, but look to Me during those times ... those long months ....(and) years.


I have PROMISED to be a comfort to you ... during the lonely times of your life.


You may not FEEL My presence for time periods, but ...
none-the-less, I am still there. 
I am always near to you.
 
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(If I seem afar off, or silent;   it is only for a season.  
Often -- sin, Satan, and selfishness dim your hearing of My voice.)


Yes, I see your desire for a loved one.  
I created love relationships.  
I WANT you to know love.


But, in order to trust a person -- a man --you must first totally trust ME:  your Lord and your Saviour.  
I am near to the brokenhearted.
I AM NEAR TO THE LONELY ... 
I am close by to the wounded, the desolate, the rejected, the spurned, the abandoned, the outcast.


-pause-


(To *marry* to try to cure a sexual addiction ... is NOT love! 
Don't settle for a *quick fix*.  
Wait for the best.)"




* end of message


Definitions
contrite = humble, repentant

desolate =  lonely, alone,isolated, lonesome, abandoned, forsaken
spurned = rejected, turned down, ignored
outcast = exiled, rejected, displaced person, unwanted, unaccepted
comfort = well-being, peace, contentment, abundance, rest


Scripture
Psalm 34:18   "The Lord is near to them that are of a broken heart;  and saves such as be of a contrite spirit."
John 16:7b  "....the Comforter ..." (the Holy Spirit) 

Light The Fire Again Brian Doerksen

Thank You....American Military Veterans

MESSAGE "Freedom of Choice"

"There is no 'chance' in Heaven.  
There is no 'gambling' or 'risk taking' to get to Heaven.  
There is no *buying* your soul (or another's).  
There is no 'deal' to get into Heaven.


There is no 'lottery' or 'sweepstakes'  to 'win' a 'prize' of eternal life.


It is a simple choice.  
A decision.  
A matter of will.  
You decide.  
You choose.  
You 'will your will' to either enter Heaven ... or to enter Hell.


I have given you the choices.  (Father God)
I have made My way clear.  
I have written and preserved them (choices) in My Book  (Bible) for you to read.


I have not made it difficult.  
It is a clear decision.  
(The devil has distorted, perverted, devised deception, and (has) confused you.)


I, by My Spirit, am opening up the way to Heaven.  
It is The Choice all have to either accept  ... or reject. 

The plain and simple choice is:  
Do you choose Jesus My son?  
Do you choose to believe Him?  
Do you choose to accept what He did for you?



*******


Let's review:

Jesus My Son was crucified for you.  
He died on a cross for you.  
He took the sins of the world onto Himself on the Cross.  
He died that you may live.  
He offers new life, forgiveness of all sin, freedom from sin ... and (from) Satan.  
He gives joy, peace, love, and life eternal in the Paradise of God Almighty.  
He represents God to you.  
He is God in the flesh:  Emmanuel ... God with us.



He is love.  
He is compassion.  
He is mercy.  
He is grace.


He loves you more than you could ever fathom.  
His love is abundant and lavish.  
He is (like) a great, rare, treasure ... to be desired above all.are,


He is precious, and He treats you as His Royalty.  
He is the Saviour of the world.  
(He especially wants the Jewish people to know He is The Messiah ...  and He loves them dearly.)


*******



Loneliness will be your fate without Jesus.  
Utter fear, terror, abandonment - and deep, tortuous darkness - will be your lot, your portion, your choice
 ... if you reject His love.


You can 'claim to be at ease', and 'in pleasure' on this earth, but that will fade. 
That will end.  
This life is temporary.  
The world (ruled by Satan, the greatest liar) will mock you and tell you that hell is not real, but why would you believe mere, mortal man?


Would you trust your eternal soul to a mere human?  
To a man? 
A person?


*******


Choose wisely.  
Choose while there is time.  
Choose before you take your final breath.


Choose Jesus Christ before you die.  
(That is His final offer.  What more can He do?)"





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*definitions
fate = destiny, future
fathom = understand

**writer's thoughts:  
The love of God is often terribly misrepresented by various religious systems, denominations, and church tradition.  Do NOT put your trust in any person ... or in any church.  As God to show you the love of Jesus.  Ask Him to fill you with His Holy Spirit.  Ask him to make (the) Bible scriptures real and alive to you.  Ask Him to open up your understanding, to give you revelation, supernaturally.   Ask for wisdom, knowledge, awareness.  Most of all, ask Him for His friendship.  He said He will never leave us ... and we are promised eternal life in His  Holy, glorious, wonderful, Heaven.


   So why take a chance on going to hell?  Even if you don't know for sure if there is a hell ... why take a deadly risk?  It is stupid to *follow the crowd* ... when the crowd is blind ... and falling off a cliff ... into a real, eternal damnation and separation from God, and love, and light.

Read the Holy Bible for yourself.  Find out the truth for yourself.

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MESSAGE "Fever"

"I am come to give you life ... and life more abundantly.  
I can give you NEW life ... and I can renew your life, renew your mind, renew your thoughts. 
I can make ALL things new to you. 
You will be able to see (perceive) things in a whole new light;   in an entirely new & different manner.  
Your entire thought process can be made new;  can be made more clear, & can be made more peace-filled.




-pause-


Yes, I see your sin.  
I see your hard struggle ... 
I  know:   I  know all about it ... 
I am able to see lives from pre-birth to post-death. 
I know, I see, I am the Creator after all. (lol, holy laugh, haha)

My ways are NOT your ways ... 
but My ways are better for you ... 
I know how to deliver you from the darkest of all prisons ... 
the traps you find yourself in ... 
the deep darkness that enshrouds you:  time after time. 
I can get you out of it all.



Time will tell ... you will come to know Me ... 
and you will (hopefully) come to the point of surrendering ALL to Me
... for that is best for you &  I am your best friend ... 
(I'm crying now)



I am your "BFF".... hah ... yes, I love you so much ... 
I hurt when I see the pain you are in ... 
I love you, I love you, 
I LOVE YOU.


-pause-


Since the beginning of time  -- as you know it on the earth 
... man has strived to find Me ... and to know Me ... 
and to find love.  
It is the same now. 
All human beings seek a 'god' ... a 'higher power' ... 
a 'saviour' of some sort.  
Idols of wood, of stone, of steel ... all are seeking after this 'god' ... these 'gods' & ' goddesses'. 
Humans need something stronger than themselves ... 
they need someone bigger, stronger, to help them;   to rescue them, to give them hope.



I am that 'god' ... I am that 'spirit' ... 
I am that 'spirit of god' they seek.  
I am He.  
I am that I am.


-pause-


When the enemy comes in like a flood, I will lift up a standard against him ... 
yes, when the floods of destruction, of despair, of disease ---come upon you--- let it all out before Me 
... give it over to Me ... just say it ... 
'I give this all over to you God' .... 'god' ... 
I will hear you &  I will honor &  accept your plea
... I will show mercy where none is expected, where none is given. I will be that MERCY in your life.


I show love to the love-less, to the empty, aching souls. 
I am love. 
I am love. 
I am love.



My love is not of this world.  
Catch it, catch it like a fever ... a fever of the fire, the fire of My love:   the holy, wild fire of the Most High ... it burns deep & hot for you ... yes, for you, the reader of this message.



I come to give you LIFE, not death. 
I am the life giver;   I give life NOW & I give life in eternity.


Seek Me & live!"





*definition of BFF = best friend forever; BBF = boy best friend

How To Identify and Cast Out Demons By Derek Prince

True & False Church, Pt 1

MESSAGE "The Seekers"

"You are My special treasure.  
Special ... what does it mean?  
To Me, it means extraordinary, rare, chosen, desired, cherished, sought-after, hand-picked, original, valued, beloved.


You are all of these to Me. 
You are much loved.  
I have seen your devotion to Me, despite seemingly insurmountable circumstances.



You have sought Me, as I have sought you.  
I am a rewarder of those who diligently seek Me ... and you fit into that category!


Many afflictions, tests, trials, hardships, sicknesses, troubles, and predicaments have hindered your life with Me ... but still, you press on!  
I am very interested , and keenly involved with those who travel such adverse routes to find Me.


As an explorer, adventurer, or discoverer ... such are My sheep that scale the treacherous slopes in search of Me.  
I am leading you ... and I love those who love Me ... especially those who choose to follow Me.


Continue your journey ... for I am close to you always.  
My voice - the Shepherd's voice - will continue to lead you on.



I, your Shepherd, wait for each one of you, to make it securely into My eternal fold."







Scripture references

John 10:3b     " ... the sheep hear His voice:  and He calls His sheep by name, and leads them out."

John  10:4b     " ... the sheep follow Him:  for they know His voice..."

John 10:14a     "I am the good Shepherd, and know My sheep..."

Isaiah 43:4a    " ... you were precious in My sight, you have been honorable, and I have loved you ..."

Isaiah 42:6     "I, the Lord, have called you in righteousness, and will hold your hand, and will keep you..."

Release from the Curse, Part 1

Derek Prince - Demonized Christians

The Book of Psalms (KJV) read by Alexander Scourby

Jeremy Camp - Dead Man Walking

How To Identify if You are Under Witchcraft Attack (Pt.2) / Prophet Ed C...

joy.

How To Identify if You are Under Witchcraft Attack (Pt.1) / Prophet Ed C...

INCREDIBLE: 10 YEAR OLD DELIVERED AND NOW HAPPY

The Cross (Live) - Roy Fields

Derek Prince: Breaking Generational Curses

MESSAGE "A Vanguard" (repost from 2013)

"I am raising it up ... a vanguard ... a frontline ... a forerunner group. 
It will consist of seasoned -and brand new- soldiers of My Cross. My saints-in-training have been put through their steps, have gone through extensive preparation for this work.
They will be *advance* troops ... a pre-cursor to what will ensue....what will follow (them).


This vanguard (frontline ) will be heard before they are seen. 
They will move stealthily in advance of Me. 
They will be attuned to My very whisper(s) ... and they will hearken (listen attentively) to My orders. 
We will work as a team...as a common unit....as an anointed, moving vessel.

-pause-

This newly-established grouping will be a powerful one ... one made strong by (their) weaknesses. 
For, you see, I use those whom the world (and the church) has rejected. 
I will work through broken, torn, maimed vessels. 
These are My potter's jewels ... My most valued fragments of life-force. 
My very tears have dropped upon them.
They bear the scars of My healings, coming through devastating circumstances. 
These fragile-yet-strong disciples have indeed *paid the price* of following the Saviour.
They have not followed the crowd(s) ... they have chosen the hard way, the difficult path(s).


They did not relax and bask in luxury,  or fanciful comfort. 
These have suffered long and wide  ... over decades (sometimes) and years upon years of hurt, pain, loneliness, sicknesses never-ending, losses, merciless abuses, and many dangerous routes.

Their lives have been ripped apart, torn wide open, shredded to bits and pieces. 
They have been dragged through the mire, nearly drowned in despair (many-a-time) ... and have had their security pulled right out from under them, time and again.


These are my star warriors ... and my fledgling scouts. 
I know their hearts ... I've tried them ... tested them consistantly ... took them through their *paces* many times ... I see how they respond.


I know those who are Mine ... many 'say' they are of Me ... yet I never knew them. 
These are confident (that) I am in their midst ... yet I do not know them.  
{Do I *know* you ... dear reader? }


-pause-


Yes, many, many will say *Lord, Lord!*... and will presume to be with Me in the eternal ...YET I never *met* them in their lifetimes. They are strangers to Me, as it were. 
I know those humble ones -- those shattered souls ... those empty shells of humans ... THESE I know!


The proud I turn away(from) ... My eyes pass over the arrogant ... 
I am not concerned with pride, selfish hearts, nor vanity. 
I look to the contrite, broken ones ... those who indeed suffered ... in raw emotion and in cutting, brutal, physical affliction ... 
many for endless hours, months, years, decades.
Yes, many still suffer and cry to Me every second of your day.


Their cries do not go unnoticed. 
I will make things right in due time. 
The pain, the sorrow, the turmoil, the vexation, the evil ... 
will one day be no more. 
It will be in the far past ... away, gone, banished for ever.


There will be a day of vindication, of defense ... for those who suffer. 
I AM YOUR DEFENSE ...  
Man's help is limited ... 
I ... I, alone...am your rescue ... your redeemer ... your Friend.


-pause-


My vanguard will be free ... it will be blanketed by My presence, My love, My power. 
I will be in the very midst ... the *eye* of this Holy storm troopers. We will forge our way ... gathering in places of My choosing ... areas not (always) known to man ... and not conducive to travel ... etc. 
It will be as I see fit in My decisions.


{end?}

-pause-

Don't let your heart be troubled
... neither let it be afraid. 
I am with you, even unto the end. 
I am in charge of time ... of history as you know it. 
It will be a mighty work ... as a machine ... as a generator of power. 
We will know one another in the spiritual sense ... we will know how the others have (also) suffered and lived by patience.
The waiting will be well worth every tear, every pain, every insult ... every rejection (or) abandonment.


Those who are first now, shall one day be the last ... 
the ones in the back. 
Have I not told you (that) if you "humble yourself in My sight, I will lift you up"? 
That is what is happening. 
I see those with true mercy and compassion ... they are dear to My heart. 
I will reward ... I will lead them to green pastures ... I will be in their midst. 
My presence will be apparent.


Keep a watch, and a listening ear - for My signs, My cues, My signals ... My *hints*. 
I will lead you. 
Great is our journey."




~~ from 1/29/13  @ about 6:56am

Michael W Smith -- Here I Am

There's a place where I can go

Where the angels hear me pray
"I want to change
Yes I need Your touch"
I'm waiting here for You

And I fall, at Your feet
I'll give it all, until the day we meet
Here I am
Ready to give up my life for the One
Here I am
Ready to pour out my heart for the Son
Here I am

Here I come to Your threshing floor
Where the angels fear to tread
I'm waiting here for the King of love
And to hold the hands that bled

And I fall, at Your feet
I'll give it all, until the day we meet

Here I am
Ready to give up my life for the One
Here I am
Ready to pour out my heart for the Son
Here I am
ready to give up my life for the one
Here I am
ready to pour out my life for the Son

Desperation Band - Rescue

Jonny Diaz - "Breathe" (Official Lyric Video)

Benny Hester - When God Ran

Missing Person- Michael W Smith

Another question in me

One for the powers that be
It's got me thrown
And so I put on my poker face
And try to figure it out
This undeniable doubt
A common occurence
Feeling so out of place
Guarded and cynical now
Can't help but wondering how
My heart evolved into
A rock beating inside of me
So I feel such a stoic ordeal
Where's that feeling that I don't feel

There was a boy who had the faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared into the void and
I've been searchin' for that missing person

Under a lavender moon
So many thoughts consume me
Who dimmed that glowing light
That once burned so bright in me
Is this a radical phase
A problematical age
That keeps me running
From all that I used to be

Is there a way to return
Is there a way to unlearn
That carnal knowledge
That's chipping away at my soul
I've been gone too long
Will I ever find my way home

[
There was a boy who had the faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared into the void and
I've been searchin' for that missing person

He used to want to try to walk the straight and narrow
He had a fire and he could feel it in the marrow
It's been a long time and I haven't seen him lately
but I've been searchin' for that missing person

Until The Time

Our 3 year old miniature Schnauzer Remus is starting to make progress!

MESSAGE "Dead Disciples"

"Beloved, believe not every spirit (that) you encounter 
... for many will come in My name and they are not (of) Me.

I travel alone, as it were. 
I need no proteges, no 'posses', no processions, no paparazzi. 
I am come that you might have life, and that more abundantly.   
I seek and save those that are lost, those hurtling into hell, in the grips of the devil. 
I  have no need of 'other gods';   other 'messiahs, 'other jesuses' ... they are (but) a stink, a stench in My nose.


I (also) have no need of a dead church, of dead believers, of dead disciples
 ... without works, without fruit, without results, without action, without proofs;  
... there is no faith, no real faith, no reality (of ) Me, nor reason to believe, no actionary effect, no catalyst, nothing 
... just death.


I am the LIVING god, not the dead god.  
I am the God of the living, not the dead! 

Come and see My works, hear of My marvelous workings, My awesome feats,  come and see, come and hear;  come one, come all.


But what is there to see? 
to hear (about)? 
What is there to show (of) Me, of My wondrous works?

Where are you, oh church? 
Where are you My true church? 
where are you My truest ones; .... My dear, abiding ones? 


Where, where oh where, has My little flock gone? 
the ones to whom I've entrusted My riches?? 
My spiritual bounty? 
My invisible wealth? 
My unseen power? 
the ones whom I've given a foretaste of Heaven (to)? 
the ones who have 'tasted and seen' that I am indeed good? 
the ones who have seen, heard, listened, felt, desired, sought after; ... found My anointing? 
My precious, blood-bought anointing?



Where are you, oh My loves ... My loved ones? 
My dear, ragged sheep? My rebels? 
My rebellious flock? 
My strays? 
My wounded ones?  
My bleeding hearts? 
My weak, vulnerable, sensitive ones? 
My little bleating baby lamblings? 
Where are you  ...?  

.... I am calling ....



*pause*



Enter into My rest .... and enter into My glory;  My presence of peace .... 
Shred away the old man, the old ways, the death and the dying 
.... pursue Me, pursue Me as you never have before 
.... speak to Me from your place of hurt, your place of fury, your place of unbelief 
... that restless place you (now) find yourself in 
... SPEAK!! 


Speak to ME, for I am listening 
... I am 'on call'
... I am here for you 
... I am listening 
... I bend down to you and I listen."









Scriptures

I Corinthians 2:4   "And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and by power ..."

I Corinthians 12:10a    " To another the working of miracles ..."

I Corinthians 12:28c     "... gifts of healing ..."

St. James 2:26    "For as the body without the Spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also."

The Revelation 3:16    "So then, because you are lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spew (spit) you out of My mouth."  
(to the church/worldwide in general)

St. Luke 5:17c    "... and the power of the Lord was present to heal them."

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(*writer's note: I think this means He needs no 'extra help' from humans...He is well able to be Himself...and, our paltry, mortal, human ways of idolizing celebrities/ourselves/ our ministries, etc;  is a stench to Him... we must/should pursue HIM:  not celebrities, not money, not fame, not our own prideful/vain/empty ways of dead religion & fame)

paparazzi  =  freelance photographers who aggresively pursue celebrities 

posse  =  entourage, following, retinue, fans, mobs

entourage =  following, posse, retinue, cortege;   group of people who accompany / go with, and assist an important person

protege = ones influenced by prominence, influential