September 28, 2016

u2- "a man and a woman"

little sister
don't you worry about a thing today
take the heat from the sun
little sister
Ii know that everything is not ok

September 11, 2016

Down In The Lowlands

(Down in the lowlands, hear my cry)
The water is up to my neck
And I’m sinking in the deep
There’s no foothold to find anywhere
I’m very worn out from calling for help
My throat is hoarse and dry as bone
My eyes they fail me from looking for You
I’m looking for you

And I'm down in the lowlands where the water is deep
And if I cry, if I shout
Save me, save me
Down in the lowlands where the water is deep
And if I cry, if I shout
Save me, save me

Could this be it
Could I be drowning
Have I failed to be heard by the only One
Who can save me
(Save me, save me)
Show me your mercy and touch me again
Please lift me up above where I am
My eyes they fail me from looking for You
My eyes they fail me from looking for You
I’m looking for You

I'm down in the lowlands where the water is deep
Hear my cry, hear my shout
Save me, save me
Down in the lowlands where the water is deep
Hear my cry, hear my shout
Save me, save me
(Down in the lowlands where the water is deep)
Hear my cry
(Hear my cry, hear my shout
Save me, save me)

My eyes they fail me from looking for You
My eyes they fail me from looking for You
I’m looking for You
Are you looking, yeah

I'm down in the lowlands where the water is deep
And if I cry, and if I shout (save me)
Save me, save me, save me
Down in the lowlands where the water is deep
If I cry, if I shout
Save me, save me

Down in the lowlands where the water is deep (the water is deep)
And if I cry and if I shout
Save me, save me
It's something personal, (save me) touch me where I am
It's something personal, (save me) touch me where I am
Show me mercy, show me mercy Lord. a little mercy Lord
Lift me up, oh lift me up from where I stand 

The Prayer Chain - 5 - Never Enough - Shawl (1993)

The Prayer Chain - 5 - Follow Me - Whirlpool [EP] (1992)

The Prayer Chain - 4 - I Believe - Whirlpool [EP] (1992)

MESSAGE "I Alone Love You"

"Do not lean (rely on) the arm of (the) flesh.  Do not put (your) trust in men.  I alone am your God.
There is no other God besides Me.  There is no other name given among men, whereby they may be saved.  That name is Jesus. (Yeshua)

The name ABOVE ALL names.  At the name of Jesus EVERY knee shall bow ...(and) every tongue - every mouth - shall proclaim I am (the) Lord.

Yes, I AM the King.  The eternal King.  THE King of kings.  My Word stands.  I send My Word to accomplish My will.


You do not need *qualifying* grace from men.  *I* am your qualifier.  *I* am your source.  *I* AM the eternal power.  I AM the fountain of all life.  I AM the rivers of living waters.  I AM the glory.  I AM the peace of mankind.  I AM the way ... the truth ... (and) the life.


*Somebody call a doctor*.  I AM The doctor.  I AM the cure for all (your) life.  I AM (your) *ultimate destination*.  I AM both beyond reach ... and most readily (easily) accessible.  I AM the Lord.


So, do not worry for (about) tomorrow.  I hold tomorrow for you.  I hold eternity.  I hold (up) the stars in the night sky.  Yet, will you not trust Me?  As you find Me more and more, your trust will expand.

You have seen the shaking(s), (the *vibrations*).  You have felt this source, this power.  Oh, My power is what (has) created the world, the atmospheres, the planetary systems.

Oh, world, let Me be.  Let Me show Myself.  Let Me be your Father, as I had planned.  Let Me move among you.

Yes, world;  yes church;  you DO INDEED HINDER ME,  says your Lord.  Your neglect and hatred for Me is evident.  Your disgust in (for) My Word is plainly seen.  You shut Me down in your lives, in your church services.  I LONG to move and to be your loving Father, YET you (do) quench Me!  This is a rebuke, a reproof, a *warning*.

I am not able to do many works - many miracles- ... due to your UNBELIEF.  You squeeze Me into your little, cramped, tight, small, confining, life-killing, Spirit-quenching scenarios.


But, but, but ... I am *one-step-ahead-of-you*!  I am not a *jack-in-the-box* at all!  I am NOT subject to your whims.  I AM not relegated to man's orders.  I will be as I am (I am that I am).

I am well able to see that My Word takes flight.  I send MY Word ... My messengers take it.  I give (out) My Word is (then) written, spoken, digested -as it were.  I stir up My Word to those who seek Me.{writers = scribes}


My glory I will not share with another.  My Glory is Me.  My glory is My presence ... My power ... My fear ... My awe ... My holiness.  It is visible, tangible, life-giving, awe-inspiring, Holy bread.

It is Jesus among you.  It is My Holy Spirit come to give you My gifts.  It is My Holy Being shown (to you).

My glory is extravagance.  It is Divine.  It is Holy.  It is Heavenly.  It is Life, and it is good.  It is *God*.  (Give the Lord the glory due (to) His name.)"


###### from words  *heard in the Spirit* on 4/15/29009 @ 7:43pm

MESSAGE "Through The Fire"


"Think it not strange concerning the fiery trial you are enduring.

It is a thing of My doing ... it is My way for you at this moment, this time. It will pass, do not fret.


Since time began, I have tested My servants. I have stretched their faith ... their strength ... their physical limits ... their loyalty ... their love.

I need to see who will listen to Me ... who will go the extra mile ... who will seek Me when it is rough ... who is *for* Me, despite extreme adversity.

I need to know.

I need to know who is * on the Lord's side* ... who is on *My team*.


So, again, consider it not strange when you go through these *strange* times... these times of unrest ... of turmoil ... of affliction ... of barrenness (in the spirit) ... these seemingly *horrible* times. They are for your good.

Yes, you see ... all ... ALL things will indeed work (out) FOR your good. In the end, you will know and you will see. ALL will know. ALL will see.

You will be rewarded in My day of reward. I am thrilled and delighted to see My children beside Me, even now ... even with enduring such pain and isolation.

Many are called ... but few are chosen. Do you feel *chosen*? If you are close to Me, you will not feel chosen ... you will feel forsaken. It is a dichotomy ... an opposite in the spirit. When you are clinging to Me (your Savior) ... you will (often, usually) then feel rejection. Rejection by the world ... rejection from family ... from friends ... from church ...from society in general.

My *called out* ones will not be able to *fit* nicely into the fabric of the world. They will NOT fit in. Please try to understand this.

If you have given up the world, the ways of the world (including religion) ... then you are on a narrow course ... a *strange* path ... an untraveled road ... a very, very lonely path.


Few are able. Few are able to comprehend this way, this path, this life, this solitude, this mourning, this intensity, this rejected lifestyle.  It is not for all.

Few can last. Few will survive (this lifestyle). It is not for the general population. It is a specialized, traumatic, pain-filled, often-treacherous way of devotion.

Some will try to live this way... this quiet life ... this life of the Spirit. It is NOT for the weak-of-heart ... unless they are going to give it all over to Me, the One who can bring justice and comfort.

I am the Comforter. I am the SPIRIT inside you ... the One who gives you unparalleled peace amidst the turmoils.

Yes, yes ... you will endure great pain, intense hardship, unequaled loneliness ... BUT, I will reward! I will repay! I will avenge! I will be close! I will comfort, as NO OTHER.


You know this. You know Me. (If you are among My chosen, afflicted, storm-tossed ones ... you know. You know deep in your soul, that you are Mine.)


The greater the evil, the greater the light. The more you suffer, the more you will be comforted. One day you will see clearly ... (and) you will realize My intense love for you.

I have never *given up* on you, My daughter (My son) ... My precious one. I am with you ALWAYS , even unto the end. I will indeed (truly, really) carry you, even unto your old age. I will not abandon ... (even) if I do *hide* Myself at times.

Yes, I do put you through times of testings: of My *hiding*. I appear to be gone ... to be absent .. to be *in hiding*. I may hide My face from you, for a season ... yet, I am with you. It is a testing, a trial.


When chaos comes, run to Me. Call to Me. Cry to Me. I will hear. I will be near. I will be close by. I will be with you ... you will sense My nearness.


Leaders are often alone ... are often lonely. Few (will) understand. Few will feel the leader's pain. It is a difficult road to walk. Leaders are often pioneers, breaking new ground, doing new things, saying (the) hard things.

A leader will have to say hard sayings ... hard-to-understand words ... (give) difficult messages. It is the burden of the leader.

If you are an innovator ... a leader ... a pioneer ... a *trail blazer*, then you will NOT be understood. You will be ostracized (isolated/rejected/shunned)... (and) you will be mocked, ridiculed, harshly criticized ... (and) you will be lonely. You will be alone for much of your journey ... for most of your life.

Even when (you) are with other people, you will (often/usually) feel alone.


Despite all the *negatives* of being a leader ... there are definite *positives*. It will be worth it all! You will enjoy great satisfaction one day!

You will feel My presence as few can ... you will know Me as few will (to) ... you will have knowledge of the HOLY that few possess .... you will be closer to Me than you have ever been before ... yes, it will all be worth it. You will see.


So... fear not, fear not. Don't worry; don't be anxious. Listen to Me .... I am near now. I am your confidante ...yes, I am here. Love Me."


From supernatural words (*spiritually dictated*) on ~~~3/2/2013 @5am

{A special message for a few ...those who strive - against all odds- to follow Him (Jesus/Holy Spirit) ... and have lost all ... the ones who are misunderstood.}


I Peter 4:12 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:..."

Job 23:10 "But He knows the way that I take; when He has tested me, I will come forth
as gold.... When He has tried me, I shall come forth like gold.... "

Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called ... according to His purpose."

Isaiah 53:3 "He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid -as it were- our faces from Him; He was despised, and we esteemed Him not."

II Timothy 3:12 "Yes, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution."
(Writer's note: persecution can come in many different forms: physical, illness, discouragement, rejection, despair, isolation, rejection, demonic, spiritual attack, mental torment, afflictions, etc.)

Psalm 34:19 "Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all."

II Corinthians 12:7 "And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure."
(This indicates demonic attack, --allowed by God -- for the purpose of humility.... to maintain a humbleness, despite great supernatural revelations /experiences.)

Desperation Band - Rescue [WIth Lyrics].flv

September 1, 2016

The Classic Crime "Beautiful Darkside" w/ Lyrics

MESSAGE "Cutting Edge"

"No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against you in judgement .... you shall condemn.  This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is from Me ... says the Lord."  -- Isaiah 54:17


"Great is Thy faithfulness ... Thy mercies fail not ... Thy compassions are new every morning....You daily load us with benefits...Great, yes great; is Your faithfulness!


What is faith? Faith is believing, yes.   Faith is seeing, yes. Faith is believing and seeing.  Seeing what? Believing what?

Faith is believing and seeing the unseen, the yet-to-come, the future, the result of prayers spoken in faithfulness. Yes, faith is a work of unseen hands. Faith is belief in change, in hope, in expectation, in anticipation, in trust ... trusting the One who is the completer of your faith.

Faith is action, as well as belief. Faith is taking some action, as conducive to what was prayed and believed for. Immediate action is best. especially concerning healing. If one has been prayed for, in respect to a healing or a miracle, oftentimes the *action* is immediate, visible and dramatic. These are the *easy-to-believe* spectacles ... demonstrations of faith.  These are the *crowd-pleasers* ... !

These are the *signs*... the *wonders*... the *spectacles*... the *shows of power*... the *glory*... the *anointing*.  These events -- these happenings -- are the things that draw in the crowds. Many multitudes followed Me ... Messiah ... as I healed and I drew quite a following! It is to be expected.

(Spirit sigh)

Many times My works, My powers, My ministry acts .... are cause of controversy. of debate, of jealousies unleashed, of power, and control trips by zealous leaders and performers.


Genuine faith does not need, does not require; a grand show. I am not a carnival. I am not a traveling medicine show, nor am I a circus. I am not a concert, nor am I a magic act. I am not an illusionist, nor am I an actor on a stage.

My will be done. My will is My Father's will. My will be done, as it IS in Heaven; as it is in My eternal Kingdom.

Show. I will show you My ways, My methodry, My Ministry, My modes of wisdom, My secrets, My hidden wisdom , My dark knowledge, My glory, My glorious way(s)   ....Yes.


To whom much is given, much is to be expected! Do not covet a gift, a ministry work ... if you are not generous in giving it ALL back!  As you give (of yourself, your wealth, your gifts, your servant-hood. ... it will be given back to you, albeit not in the form or shape as you may have expected!)

I desire a people who will follow Me at all costs ... at ANY cost .. .this is where the adventures begin! ... My Holy adventures...!

For you see, I am not a dull 'god' ... {Spirit laugh} ...  and I am not a 'dull boy' .. .I am not a 'dull man' ... nor am I a 'dull God'.   No, I am quite the opposite. I see danger, I see the edge, I see the future unfolding, I see the skies turning, I see mountains falling, I see clouds billowing into form, I see rain clouds LONG before they are near, I see genuine, child-like faith ... I see YOU.

Yes, I see you. I see your struggles, your doubts, your weaknesses, your overt sins, your hateful rebellions(s),  your rage against Me, your futile attempts, your failures, your successes, your lying down and your arising(s).  Yes, I am ever present.



Few understand Me. They claim to "know" all about Me, but they are deceived! They cannot know Me, for I am *past finding out*! I am higher than the earth, for I am from above. I am not as one of you. I am from Above, you are from beneath. I am of Heavenly  nature, you (humans) are of mortal flesh.

You are but mud, dirt, sand. I give you life.  I. GIVE. YOU. LIFE.

Consider this: without Me, you would wither away and die. I give you the very breath you inhale. I provide the water to keep your bodies  alive,. I ultimately control the beating of your heart(s).

I am the Life-Giver. I am Life.


Give unto Me the honor due My name. Call unto Me, and I will show your great and mighty things, which you know not. I will make a way, where there seems to be *no way*. I will make rivers in the desert ... for you.  I will provide, as needed. I will show you My delights, My pleasures, My joys, My freedoms.

I am your Life. I am your Breath. I am your God. I am the object of your faith, I hope. I hope (that) I am also the object of your love.

I created you (all) to love Me ... you were made to love Me.  I want to walk among you as your Loving Savior ... walk and ~whoosh past~ you, as the Wind ... as a Loving Wind .... as a LOVING SPIRITUAL WIND.


All it takes ... is a little faith.  "


from 5:31am 2/10/14
....message 'heard' in the spiritual realm

Journey - Send Her My Love (Audio)

MESSAGE "Send Them My Love"


"Send My love.....send forth My love....tell them.....tell them of My love.

For you see, they don't know (of) My love.....they do not know Me, nor My love for them.  I have great, great love for them for you.  I AM love.

I came to set the captives feel my know Me.

i did no come to establish *house rules* and impossible regulations.  I am free, I am freedom.

My Spirit goes where there is freedom.....freedom to express Himself, despite the circumstances.  He is FREE......(and) you will be free, as you follow him, and seek His liberty & refreshing freedoms.

I came to earth to give life...abundant, full, happy life.  Man rejected Me, as then, he does now; as they (people) do.  I am still the *Man of Sorrows*.....I am yet rejected, despised, well-acquainted with grief.

I love you.

I love you more than you could ever comprehend.


Generations have refused Me, have denied Me, have diluted and tried to extinquish My messages.  They have attempted to drown out My voice.  They have tried to replace Me with their dull, constrictive religions.

BAH! I will have none of it! I am NOT part of their *sequence*....their *program*....I am NOT!


Just as the apple fell from the tree in the Garden, so has the world fallen from My paradise. My hope for them, for the world; was for peace, for love, for prosperity, for great fellowship amongst the nations.  Yet, it is not so, no, not at all!

I grieve over you, My children, My peoples of the worlds.  I grieve, I sigh, I cry,.. I want to hold you, to hold you close to My ever;lasting  arms of love and protection.....yet you will will not come to Me!

I call forth all who are needy.....all who need love. It is simple. if you need love, you need Me.  I am your dwelling place, your shadow of refuge, your refuge . I am that place for you.

I have a special, secret place for each of you......for each soul.  I see each of you, as you are.

My peace is not of the world, no.  My love and My peace are a supernatural thing. I am from above, and I bring down My love from that high place......I bring it for YOU.

Cast your cares and worries upon  Me......I will help you *carry* them, as it were.


Listen. You might hear Me."


message ended @ 5:19am
 5:08am  4/19/14

i am a mess

>i am in some very deep "sin(s)"...addictions...returned to alcohol...need attention over my head...i have no right to have this blog at all...i don't have much faith any more...i am in DEEP trouble...i am VERY sick. VERY weak, family really...totally dysfunctional family/ one to love one to confide one who understands anything i am talking about...i am in debt...i am disabled...basically where to go...i am VERY down-trodden...i have had a lifetime of misery...tragedies...deep, evil generational "curses"... strong, disabling FEARS, social anxiety, total shame/embarrassment...emotional illness/distress...chronic/compounded physical illnesses/afflictions/mystery health issues..."familiar spirits'...'hauntings'...'poltegeists'...possible military/scientific experimentation...strange marks on skin...torment...dissociation...strange/bizarre 'signs'/objects/dead animals put in yard...severe one to help me/ help one believes anything i EVER say.....i have been completely 'forsaken'...forgotten...isolated...neglected...ignored..hated...darkness...shame...many 'sins'/bondages/ strongholds...i am under 'attack' VERY much...i cannot fight this...i am COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED...SO, PLEASE DON'T LET MY PERSONAL LIFE DETER YOU...OR DISCOURAGE YOU...WHOEVER YOU ARE, WHOEVER  MAY BE READING THIS...I AM BEING painfully honest...TELLING my TRUTHS...I AM A "LOSER" IN LIFE...I CANNOT DO IT...SO, IF I DIE, I DIE...ONLY  TO HOPE IN THE mercy AND kindness OF GOD...

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The Wind Has Shifted!

so awesome...i love it....all of it!!!!!

in Him was life

in Him was life