March 22, 2015

"Hang On" by Plumb

Better --Plumb

MESSAGE "You Are Special To Him"

***** "Listen and I will give you words of wisdom. Learn of Me and My ways. Continue in My Word, for I have the secret of eternal life. I hold the keys to Heaven and to hell. I give each person a choice. Will you choose life...or death? Will you choose Me or Satan?

*** The door is open. The door is still open. Will you come in and dine with Me? Will you sit at My feet and receive My love, as a little child? Will you let Me hold you? Will you let Me love you? Why do you resist Me? I ONLY OFFER YOU LOVE.

*** Yes, I see your pain and frustration and worry. My love, My great love; washes all your sadness away. You need to be near Me at all times. You need a deep, fresh revelation of My love for you, My child. You need to know you are unique, special and precious to Me.

 *** I HAVE NOT FORSAKEN YOU AS OTHERS HAVE. I have not neglected you, nor ignored you. I am not a man, that I should lie. I am comforting you, even NOW.

 *** My anointing breaks EVERY yoke of bondage. THERE IS FREEDOM IN MY LOVE. I will restore the lost years. I will repair the broken-down walls and breaches in your life.

*** Remember, I have not given you a spirit of fear. I have given you My Spirit: to love, for power and to have a sound mind. I CREATED YOU TO LOVE, NOT TO FEAR.

*** Perfect love ... My love ... casts out all fear. My love will be perfected in you. My love will dissipate the fear...the fear that gnaws at you.

***** There is a better life for you: not only in eternity, but here on this earth ... in this lifetime.

 *** MY PURPOSE FOR YOU IS TO KNOW MY LOVE, MY JOY AND MY PEACE. So many of My children do not understand this ... therefore they put man-made laws and regulations on My people ... especially on My young lambs.

*** There is a season of joy unspeakable for you. You have endured like a good soldier. You have overcome the evil one in many areas of your life.

*** Remember, I will deliver you from every evil work. You must not let the fear of man control you. I know this is hard for you ... often-times impossible (in the natural) .. .but I will be by your side. If you keep your mind on Me, I will be more real to you.

*** DO NOT FEAR MAN. Do not fear man. Do not fear man. The fear of man is a snare. Resist this fear continually. Be aware of the devices of the evil one, for he would desire to sift you as wheat. He has no mercy. I am the opposite. I am mercy. My burden is light and My commandments are not grievous (overly difficult.)

*** Don't hide your talents under a bushel. Let your light shine before men, that I may be glorified. I will help you create. Express your creativity: it is from Me. (My gift to you.)

*** Stand fast; stand firm in what you have learned...for the enemy of your soul desires to steal your faith. Watch and pray. LISTEN FOR ME in the times I speak to you. I WILL NOT CONDEMN YOU. I will not condemn you. I will not condemn you.

*** I give you (the) security you've always wanted and needed. YOU HAVE DESIRED TO KNOW ME AND I AM MAKING MYSELF KNOWN TO YOU. THE MORE YOU SEEK ME, THE MORE I AM KNOWN. It is a simple equation.

***** You may rarely receive the approval of men or of society, but you will always have My approval. (Of course, I must chastise and discipline ... with love and mercy ... when necessary.)

*** The fruit of My love is evident: love, joy, peace, kindness, gentleness, self-control. Seek to know Me and the harvest will be greater - and will grow and grow ... more than imagined.

*** Pray for (the) church leaders. Pray that they are discerning the times and ways of My Spirit. Pray that they hear My voice clearly. Pray that their joy remain (full). Pray that they are blessed in every way. Pray that they look well to the needs of their flocks.

 ***** I see your concern for your sin. Yes, I will always lift you up when you fall. When your mother and father forsake you, I will lift you up. I see you are wondering what people (especially pastors) will think of you. Do not fear them. Do not let them be your judge.

***  I alone am your guide ... your provider ... your Friend.

They are subject to Me. Yes, they will teach you and help you...but ultimately, I have the final word. I am the ultimate authority.

*** Pray that they welcome My visitation and My power and My presence and My glory and My anointing.

*** Soon, some will see Me. Do not be shocked. I will appear to those who seek me with a humble contrite heart.

*** I am preparing for a harvest of souls. I am drawing many near by my Spirit. Shake off the old man: put on the new! Shake off religion: put on My Power! Burst out of the old wine skins ... put on the new ... and BE FILLED WITH MY NEW WINE! Instead of mourning and heaviness, put on a garment of praise!

***** Just like (the) Passover, apply the power of My Blood to your lives. It is significant. My Blood is your life.

*** At the mention of My Blood, the dark powers tremble. They recognize the significance of My Blood. (More so than many of My children.)

***** Many will not believe you: they will call you crazy ... as they did (to) Me. As I suffered, you will suffer. As I rejoiced, you (also) will rejoice. As I live eternally, so shall you.

*** As a groom to His Bride, I say good night. Sleep in peace."

bride = all born-again believers, the church, the 'body of Christ' =all who believe in Him
harvest = result, fruit 
contrite = repentant, sorry for, regretful 
chastise = discipline, chasten, purify, to punish as to correct 
revelation = a revealing, something disclosed 
dissipate = lessen, to make disappear, vanish 
breach = opening, break, place of weakness or vulnerability  
gnaws = eats away at, to harass or vex, to bite repeatedly, consume 
significance = importance, value 

++Originally dictated on 12/22 in the late 1990's++


Deftones - "Swerve City"

this is a personal favourate...i just love the freedom of riding a horse through the desert

Never Be The Same - Red

Skillet - "Not Gonna Die"

March 21, 2015

Understand - Jeremy Camp

Aaron Shust - To God Alone

"To God Alone"

Can You take me by the hand?
Can You use me as I am?
Break me into who You want me to be

When the time is finally right
Will You open up my eyes
And show me everything You want me to see?
This life is not my own

To God alone be the glory
To God alone be the praise
Everything I say and do
Let it be all for You
The glory is Yours alone
Yours alone

Take the offering I bring
You want more than what I sing
Can I give You every part of me?

Turn these pennies into gold
Take this life I call my own
Until I'm running after Your heart
I'm needing to let go

To God alone be the glory
To God alone be the praise
Everything I say and do
Let it be all for You
The glory is Yours alone

We will rise and we will fall
But You remain after all
You're glorious and beautiful
You're beautiful

To God alone be the glory
To God alone be the praise
Everything I say and do
Let it be all for You
The glory is Yours alone

The glory is Yours alone
Yours alone
Yours alone

The River- Good Charlotte(w/ Lyrics)

Matisyahu - One Day Live Performance

March 17, 2015

The Alarm - Strength


Who will light the fire
That I need to survive
Who will be the life blood
Coursing through my veins
Like a river flowing
That will never change
I need someone
I can depend on
'Cause I'm a man of emotions
Who can't hide the tears
I'm a man of feeling
Who can't hide the pain
I'm alone on the outskirts of town
Where no one knows my name
I'm at the point in my life
Where I need affection
GIVE ME LOVE (Give me love)
GIVE ME HOPE (Give me hope)
GIVE ME LOVE (Give me love)
GIVE ME HOPE (Give me hope)
Someone write me a letter
I need to know that I'm still alive
Someone give me a telephone call
I need to hear a human sound
Someone open up a door
And let me out of this place
I've been caged up for oh so long
I don't know if I'm living or dying
GIVE ME LOVE (Give me love)
GIVE ME HOPE (Give me hope)
GIVE ME LOVE (Give me love)
GIVE ME HOPE (Give me hope)
I walk alone across the outskirts of town
I can't control what I'm going through now
Will you light the fire that I need to survive
Will you donate the life blood
coursing through my veins
Will you open up the door & let me out of this place
I've been caged up for oh so long
I don't know if I'm living or dying

ETW This Is What Time It Is (Revelation Generation)

God’s Power and Presence in Brazil, Part 2

March 16, 2015

War Of Change - Thousand Foot Krutch

everything's about to change

Salt In The Snow-The Classic Crime

Save me - Remy Zero Lyrics (Smallville Theme)

Skillet- Monster

Atmosphere Remix (feat. dcTalk)

"Atmosphere (Remix)"
(feat. DC Talk)

I know you keep a journal and every page is rippled
From the tears that you cry, ain't no meanin' to your scribble
Cause words can't describe what you've been feelin' inside
It's like thousand foot walls, and they're still on the rise
But look up to a beautiful sound
And see for yourself you're not that far down
And know this, I cannot love a little
My promise to you is unconditional

And I'll keep the light on, baby
Just keep the course, you can weather the storm
I'll keep the light on, baby
You've come this far, don't you ever lose heart, now

Just turn around and I'll be there
I'm moving into your atmosphere
Just turn around and I'll be there
I'm moving into your atmosphere

I know you're all alone in a crowd full of friends
I can see it in your eyes that your fadin' again
Checking out, moving into your hole
Where the light can't touch any part of your soul
But hold up and let the river rush in
You can turn around and start livin' again
Cause your life is a beautiful bloom
In the image of the one that created you

I'll be there

Said I'll be there, said I'll be there
Said I'll be there always, forever

tobyMac - Irene

Hush little baby baby don't you cry
Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby
Everything's gonna be alright
The Lord's gonna answer your prayer tonight
Hush little baby don't you cry
Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby
Everything's gonna be alright
The Lord's gonna answer your prayer 

Last night I had a dream you was the homecoming queen
Today you're 18, happy birthday Irene
Quit school you had to drop out to raise your little child
Doesn't seem to be anyone around
You got to reach up to touch rock bottom
The powers that be keep you downtrodden
Daughter of Zion, I heard your prayer
Just cast your cares and please beware of snakes
They come in all shapes and sizes
Tempt you, put scales on your eyelids
Don't waste your sorrows
They'll give you strength ... tomorrow
Your Calvary's about to come so
Keep your head up, don't you ever let up
This storm will pass you be ready for the next one 

Hey little girl with the pressures of the world on your shoulders
Don't say that it's over
I heard your prayers, just cast your cares
And I'll be there so don't you fear 


Irene I carried you when you was too weak to walk
I took to you when you gave your heart to God
Faithful and true, that's what I'll always be to you
Believe in you, believe in Me and these mountains have to move
You have dreams and aspirations
I knew you before creation
Your foundation's solid
I will give you a palace, restore your soul
You'll be up for any challenge
Many storms are on the way better sharpen your faith
Count the cost, take up your cross
And wear it every day
Rest in Me and I will give you strength

Blessed is she, Irene who seeks my face 


Father I'm stronger than when I first believed

Young Guns - I Want Out

Mutemath - You are Mine

Blindside - Our Love Saves Us

"Our Love Saves Us"

Don't you worry it's fine
Your hand's not letting go of mine
If worse comes to worse
I'll hold tight even if it hurts

And now the ground is shaking
It's trying to tear us down
But we won't be forsaken
Because we know what we've found

Our love saves us
The river runs deep but our spirits grow tall
Our love saves us now
We jump from stone to stone
but you know we won't fall

Do you remember that promise?
Remember when it was new
How deep into you I fell
I believed in us then and I still do
But now the ground is shaking
and we know what we found

Our love saves us
The river runs deep but our spirits grow tall
Our love saves us now
We jump from stone to stone but you know we won't fall
Save us
Save us now
Save us
Save us now

With shivering hearts we wait
We watch the sky
We hesitate
With shivering hearts we wait
I'm still holding on

Our love saves us
The river runs deep but our spirits grow tall
Our love saves us now
We jump from stone to stone but you know we won't fall
Save us
Save us now
Save us
Save us now

Save us
Save us now

Our love saves us --blindside

March 9, 2015

Scorpions - Wind of Change

that whistling....eerie

Tonio K - 5 - You Were There - Notes From The Lost Civilization (1988)

"in the middle of the city... in the middle of the night...i woke up in total darkness... i'd been dreaming about the light........and you were there waiting for me"

Prayer Chain Fifty-Eight

why won't you love me

Tree63 a million lights

Tree63 - King

MESSAGE "A Vanguard"

"I am raising it up ... a vanguard ... a frontline .. .a forerunner group. It will consist of seasoned - and brand new - soldiers of My Cross. My saints-in-training have been put through their steps, have gone through extensive preparation for this work.
They will be *advance* troops...a pre-cursor to what will ensue....what will follow (them).

This vanguard (frontline ) will be heard before they are seen. They will move stealthily in advance of Me. They will be attuned to My very whisper(s)... and they will hearken (listen attentively) to My orders. We will work as a a common an anointed , moving vessel.


This newly-established grouping will be a powerful made strong by (their) weaknesses. For, you see, I use those whom the world (and the church) has rejected. I will work through broken, torn, maimed vessels. These are My potter's jewels ... My most valued fragments of life-force. My very tears have dropped upon them.
They bear the scars of My healings, coming through devastating circumstances. These fragile - yet- strong disciples have indeed *paid the price* of following the Saviour.
They have not followed the crowd(s) ... they have chosen the hard way, the difficult path(s).

They did not relax and bask in luxury,  or fanciful comfort. These have suffered long and wide  ... over decades (sometimes) and years upon years of hurt, pain, loneliness, sicknesses never-ending, losses, merciless abuses, and  many dangerous routes.
Their lives have been ripped apart, torn wide open, shredded to bits and pieces. They have been dragged through the mire, nearly drowned in despair (many-a-time)... and have had their security pulled right out from under them, time and again.

These are my star warriors...and my fledgling scouts. I know their hearts,,..I've tried them...tested them consistantly...took them through their *paces* many times...I see how they respond.

I know those who are Mine...many say they are of Me...yet I never knew them.. These are confident (that) I am in their midst...yet I do not know them.  {Do I *know* you...dear reader? }


Yes, many, many will say *Lord, Lord!*...and will presume to be with Me in the eternal...YET I never *met* them in their lifetimes. They  are strangers to Me, as it were. I know those humble ones -- those shattered souls...those empty shells of humans...THESE I know!

The proud I turn away(from)...My eyes pass over the arrogant...I am not concerned with pride, selfish hearts, nor vanity. I look to the contrite, broken ones...those who indeed raw emotion and in cutting, brutal, physical affliction...many for endless hours, months, years, decades.
Yes, many still suffer and cry to Me every second of your day.

Their cries do not go unnoticed. I will make things right in due time. The pain, the sorrow, the turmoil, the vexation, the evil...will one day be no more. It will be in the far past...away, gone, banished for ever.

There will be a day of vindication, of defense ...for those who suffer. I AM YOUR DEFENSE...  Man's help is your rescue...your redeemer...your Friend.


My vanguard will be will be blanketed by My presence, My love, My power. I will be in the very midst...the *eye* of this Holy storm troopers. We will forge our way...gathering in places of My choosing....areas not (always) known to man...and not conducive tho travel...etc. It will be as I see fit in My decisions.



Don't let your heart be troubled...neither let it be afraid. I am with you, even unto the end. I am in charge of time...of history as you know it. It will be a mighty a a generator of power. We will know one another  in the spiritual sense...we will know how the others have (also) suffered and lived by patience.
The waiting will be well worth every tear, every pain, every insult....every rejection (or) abandonment.

Those who are first now, shall one day be the last...the ones in the back. Have I not told you (that) if you "humble yourself in My sight, I will lift you up'? That is what is happening. I see those with true mercy and compassion....they are dear to My heart. I will reward...I will lead them to green pastures....I will be in their midst. My presence will be apparent.

Keep a watch, and a listening ear - for My signs, My cues, My signals...My *hints*. I will lead you. Great is our journey."

~~ from 1/29/13  @ about 6:56am



Russian perestroĭka, literally, restructuring
(i got this word in a dream)

March 6, 2015

March 5, 2015

History Maker - Delirious

MESSAGE "He Cleans Us Up"

"A sinner saved by grace.  That is what you are.
My grace, My mercy, has pardoned you ... has *let you off the hook*.
You are forgiven of all sins.

You are cleansed from the power of sin.
Sin has no more dominion (power, ownership, rule) over you.
I have overcome the power of sin and death.
My sacrifice (Jesus' death) has made a way for you ... for all.

He has died, so that you may live. His death brings life.


Let all the earth adore Him.  He is their King.  He is worthy of all honor and praise. Let all them which name the Name of the Lord say so.
Let them shout (out) His glorious Name! Let them sing and shout for joy! Let all the world know of our glorious King ... for, yes, indeed, He is Most Worthy.

Worthy is He ... worthy is the Lamb...worthy is the Lamb that was slain.  Worthy also is His blood.  His blood was shed for you ... for every one of you.
His sacrifice has brought YOU eternal life.
He is your great Defender ... He has *bargained* with The Judge ... to get you leniency ... to get you (a) pardon ... to gain your release, your eternal freedom!

He is your Mediator (He = Jesus Christ).
The Son of God is your Lawyer.
He has presented your *case* to His Father ... (the Judge).
If you have *signed* the deal, and agreed to its humble terms, then you are eligible for the *eternal benefits*.
You will receive LIFE EVERLASTING ... when you pass from this life to the next.

 (*Note:  Do not presume to know IF a person is going to Heaven, or not. We are not to judge...God sees the hearts, and He has great mercy. We are NOT God!)


What God has cleansed, let no man call unclean!  I am the *washer*... I do the cleaning.
It is My job to *clean house*.... that is, the soul and body.
I  will purify you, as you come (unto) Me.
I will lead you.
Let My love open some doors for you.  I am well able to supply your needs.
When a person has come to Me, I will (then) proceed to begin the *cleaning* process ... the restoration, the freeing, the cleansing.
This is a process, usually.

Do not fret over your past.

Do not allow the evil one (Satan) to condemn you.
He is a liar, and an accuser! He is also a great thief ... stealing lives, careers, health.
I despise him, with a holy hatred.

He needs to be put down.
He knows that his time is short, so he has begun a full-fledged effort against you,  and all who earnestly follow Me.
If you seek to follow Me, you WILL face opposition of some form.

Don't be amazed when people reject you.
They are ignorant of Me, of My Spirit.

They know not what they do.
If they only would seek Me, I would (surely) show Myself to them.
I yearn to be part of people's lives ... to sit amongst them, to talk and listen, to dine, to commune, to take the bread and the wine.
 (In remembrance of Him ... Communion.)


So, yes, My grace is sufficient for you ... for ALL your sins.
It is also enough for the sin of the whole world.
My grace is sufficient for you, for all.
My blood covers all.
My forgiveness is available to ANYBODY.

Search high and low for Me,
says the Lord,
for I am like unto a pearl of great price
... costly and rare."

#######message heard 2/10/13 @ 7:31am ... ending @7:58am


Skillet - Savior

MESSAGE "Send Them My Love"

   5:08am  4/19/14

"Send My love.....send forth My love....tell them.....tell them of My love.

For you see, they don't know (of) My love.....they do not know Me, nor My love for them.  I have great, great love for them for you.  I AM love.

I came to set the captives feel my know Me.

i did no come to establish *house rules* and impossible regulations.  I am free, I am freedom.

My Spirit goes where there is freedom.....freedom to express Himself, despite the circumstances.  He is FREE......(and) you will be free, as you follow him, and seek His liberty & refreshing freedoms.

I came to earth to give life...abundant, full, happy life.  Man rejected Me, as then, he does now; as they (people) do.  I am still the *Man of Sorrows*.....I am yet rejected, despised, well-acquainted with grief.

I love you.

I love you more than you could ever comprehend.


Generations have refused Me, have denied Me, have diluted and tried to extinquish My messages.  They have attempted to drown out My voice.  They have tried to replace Me with their dull, constrictive religions.

BAH! I will have none of it! I am NOT part of their *sequence*....their *program*....I am NOT!


Just as the apple fell from the tree in the Garden, so has the world fallen from My paradise. My hope for them, for the world; was for peace, for love, for prosperity, for great fellowship amongst the nations.  Yet, it is not so, no, not at all!

I grieve over you, My children, My peoples of the worlds.  I grieve, I sigh, I cry,.. I want to hold you, to hold you close to My ever;lasting  arms of love and protection.....yet you will will not come to Me!

I call forth all who are needy.....all who need love. It is simple. if you need love, you need Me.  I am your dwelling place, your shadow of refuge, your refuge . I am that place for you.

I have a special, secret place for each of you......for each soul.  I see each of you, as you are.

My peace is not of the world, no.  My love and My peace are a supernatural thing. I am from above, and I bring down My love from that high place......I bring it for YOU.

Cast your cares and worries upon  Me......I will help you *carry* them, as it were.


Listen. You might hear Me."


message ended @ 5:19am


Skillet - Better Than Drugs

U2 Magnficent

Thousand Foot Krutch - Be Somebody


March 4, 2015

Switchfoot - Dark Horses

they that are first shall be last..and they that are last shall be first

in Him was life

in Him was life