GIVE ME STRENGTH : 12/31/19

many people are cruel, even churches

i, and many others, have felt the seemingly endless attacks

of the proud, confused, deceived, smug, arrogant, deceived, 'elite' religious people:

(the) exhausting, hate-filled, draiting, mean-spirited, cruel, malicious, nasty, evil, selfish, arrogant, vengeful, wicked, selfish, proud, judgemental, mean-spirited, racist, greed-propelled,

.... malicious, taunting, wicked, gossip-fueled, anger-ridden,

religious, false, hurtful, lying, destructive words, actions & attitudes of people attacking ---constantly----and -on many, many levels

......it is so bad--and so, so wrong...and, one day --they will repent & pay & feel the shame & remorse of the hurt they have cased to thousands

...and--we (the weak, the rejected, the victims, the poor, the sick, the outcasts, the forgotten, the ignored, the hated, the ones alone).... will be vindicated...we will be defended...and THEY will pay....justice will be served......one day, maybe in Heaven (?)

(note: but, yet, we HAVE TO FORGIVE ALL WHO HARM US)

Non-Political / Spiritual Issues

these messages are spiritual....nothing of a political thing....some may be perceived as harsh or controversial, but most are meant to be encouraging...as maybe spoken from Jesus The Lord or His Holy Spirit or from The Heavenly Father... or maybe just from my own human spirit

...i do not know for sure, and i may never know.....i do not presume to to be of any spiritual importance or office or of any clergy or denomination or from any church or any religious affilitation....i am just a nobody...a person of no money and no influence and no social standing

....i deal with personal issues non-stop, especially repressed anger & rage, paranormal attacks & harassment, feeling invisible, low/no self esteem, poverty, lack of support, loss of family, lack of friends/no marriage ever, family dysfunction/neglect, abandonment, severe church rejection & abuse & confusion, many assaults & traumas, some curses, many demonic (?) battles, sexual issues & problems, past severe depression, anxiety, social anxiety, chronic multiple illnesses, complex post traumatic stress disorder, addictions, etc

*opinions are my own...i do not presume to EVER speak for God...and i am not affiliated (and) nor do i endorse any teacher, preacher, teaching, singer, band, speaker, musician, celebrity, etc; that i may post on here...they are just random posts of interest & hopefully will possibly help someone out there

A Little Info

~Strength~

Blog is called "Give Me Strength".
From a song called "Strength" by the Alarm.
I need strength. I admit it. I am often weak!!
What's in this blog ? Messages I have "heard" in my spirit-mind. Words of hope. Life-saving calls of love and tenderness... from another dimension.

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The varied messages, from God (as I understand Him to be)-
Jesus the Christ-are spoken by means of the Holy Spirit.
Maybe some are from His angels. I am not sure.

God -- this Holy, supernatural Phenomenon -- has carried me through many times of:
endless pain & fatique, anger & rage, hurt, loneliness, sickness, fear, doubt, self-loathing, shame, isolation, social anxiety, severe rejection, trauma, abandonment, depression, confusion, misunderstanding, spiritual attacks, exhaustion and weakness.

He has given me HOPE....and patience beyond measure, tolerance for suffering, times of divine joy and laughter, surprises,various signs & wonders, wonderful forgiveness,
mercy, relief from intense suffering, supernatural peace...patience, some wisdom and understanding, revelation,
and feeling the awesome presence of God. There is nothing on earth like it!
{Note: I have felt His presence at varying times--- or not at all. There are long periods of NOTHINGNESS and SILENCE. Sometimes that is how it is.
Sometimes He hides... }