April 6, 2017

i am not in with all the wealthy 'popular apostles'...

> i am not involved with the american 'church industry'....i am not interested in all the 'big name 'prophets' and celebrity 'apostles'...i am a dirt poor, chronically sick, socially awkward 'loner'...i am alone most of my life

and--i am a 'backslider'...i have MANY sins i still have not been 'delivered' of...etc

... i do not 'fit in' with society at all...OR 'church'...i am not 'normal'...i have emotional damage from past abuse / rejection / abandonment / hatred / sexual abuse/ rape / gang-rape/ church rejection / mind control / abandonment / rejection / beatings / neglect...etc... &much hurt has come from church people...ughh....

(i am very wary of ALL USA churches...they hurt me -and others- many times & then pretend it never happened...they r in denial...like a huge mind-controlled cult...)

SO...tonight  i read about some big-time american 'prophetic conference'...it just makes me feel so bored/angry/disgusted...it is of no consequence to me whatsoever 

#big_money_churches
#glamour_prophets
#money_making_apostles
#church-industry
#NAR_cult
#church_machine


...it all just seems like some controlling, arrogant, cult-acting, power-hungry, mutually-flattering, ultra-wealthy, pampered, often-racist, delusional, hateful/bitter, politically-charged group of billionaires...flattering each other...UGHHH



...and they all seem to have abandoned their first love...JESUS/HOLY SPIRIT.....and have found a new "saviour"...none other than the uber-arrogant / sexual predator/unrepentant pervert extraordinaire: trump45

.......they now idolize and worship 'el trumpo'...MORE than God....so evil, so sick, so wrong....nothing like JESUS whatsoever..and neither are they

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